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Devils Gard

I’m alone

No where to call home

I’m not here

To answer the phone

I’m far away

In a place beyond the grey

In my mind like a cell

Of broken dreams and fairytales

No happy ending

No light at the end

No friends or family

I want it to end

Close my eyes

Gossip and lie

If you knew my truth

Would you still hide

In the shadows

Not in the world

Falling down the hill

To the ditch that follows

It haunts me

But now I see

The reality

Of the night in the trees

They followed me

The moon and the starts

To convince me

This cruel world is dark

Rain of blood

Down on my clothes

Clouds crying

From the empty hole

Bleed on the world

But dont try to clean

This world is sin

And forever itll bleed

Can I go home?

You must stay

Stay to witness

The path of your fate

God are you there?

No the devil is around

Always and forever

His blood on your crown

I wander through the trees

Left right up down

I cant even breathe

Let me breathe

I want my mum

I want my dad

I want to live

But I cant find the way out

Run and hide

But dont be too long

The moon is behind you

To sing you this song

Melody in the blue

The song to me from you

Hes behind you

But dont let him know

He will take your soul

Forever he will hold

Run through the woods

Run towards home

Back at the hill

In a loop that’s the goal

Dance with me

Under the sky

Lift me up

And then slam me down

Enjoy this moment

Or regret it

Get better friends

Or die with this secret

What’s happening to me?

How should I know

This is what happens

When you cant say no

This is a lesson

I wish you glee

But good luck leaving

You’ll never be free

They follow me everywhere

From my home to my soul

They’ll be there forever

Utill my graves left to dissolve

The devils garden

Is what I call it

The easiest way

To explain it

Street lights to fireworks

Brain cells to demons

Benches to animals

Tree dens to paranoia

Hard to get?

It’s easier than that

It’s all around you

Next door and down town

Outside or inside

My mind or real life

God or the devil

Drugs or I’m mental

I dont know they’re name

But I’ll spot them from a mile

I dont know there name

Now smile and wave